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In the blade of a knife, I see my reflection. In the blade of a knife, I see my friends. In the blade of a knife, I see my sorrows. In the blade of a knife, I see my sins. In the blade of a knife, I see my pain. In the blade of a knife, I see my tears. And as I put that knife to my skin, I realize I see all of those things within. And as my blood runs down that knife, I think of my friends. How they tried to cry out, "No! Please, Aurora, put the knife down!" I drop the knife, and see what i've done. I look down at the knife, and what do i see. My blood, and my friends, staring up at me!

Big brother, big brother, I'm scared and alone. Why did you leave me here, alone on my throne? Please come back big brother, come back to your home. Your true love is here, where the rest of us roam. You are always my brother, no matter our blood. And when you call me sister, my heart it does flood. So big brother, big brother, please come home.

My heart won't let you in, it is closed for repair. It has been shaken, because life was unfair. I can't heal the pain, the damage is too strong. Your words are a hurtful stain, because what you did was wrong. Now my heart is leeking, it is crying tears of blood. Over your wall it is peeking, and all it sees is mud.

I am the one, that hides behind the gate of life. Away from this world i run, just to get drawn back by a knife. So many eyes, stare past this gate. So many lies, that seal my fate. My soal is dead, and so are the rest. Ripped to pieces, for it is best. So many eyes, stare past this gate. So many lies, that seal my fate. Ran away from this world, almost escaping this gate. And just as the knife was hurled, it was too late. Because so many eyes, stare past this gate. And so many lies, seal my fate. I am the lonely one, that hides behind this gate.

Tried to follow my dreams, but you got in the way. I got tired of your schemes, and now in this coffin you lay. You are dead, and I couldn't care less. Everyone is full of dread, and screaming "Oh what a mess!" And as they saw your blood dripping everywhere, they screamed and they cursed. But still I think it isn't fair, that I didn't get to kill you first.

You are like a train, rampaging around and causing pain. Hurting those you pretend to love, even send one of them above. You ran over my heart, and ripped it apart. Stomped on my soal, now it is nothing but a hole. I am dead and alone, thanks to the feelings I shouldn't have shown. I expressed my hate for you, these are the feelings that are not new. You ran over my heart, and ripped it apart. Stomped on my soal, now it is nothing but a hole. Now that I am gone what will everyone do, pretend to care just like you. Because I showed my hate, and now it is too late. Because you ran over my heart, ripped it apart. Stomped on

Hidden in the shadow of your word, are shady lies. The lies you tell are what blured, your loved ones eyes. You speak to me, thinking I care. One day you will see, that life really isn't fair. Youforce everyone to do, everything you say. And now I say to you, I am not here to play. You speak to me, thinking I care. One day you will see, that life just isn't fair. So tell your lies, and i'll ignore you. Shade their eyes, because I see what you really do. And still you speak to me, in hopes that I care. I hope that one day you will see, that life just isn't fair. So I'll shield my eyes, while you tell your shady lies.

I envy the children, who are free to run and play. Because I remember your grin, when you took my childhood away. I am left at thirteen, with an adults brain. Why did you have to be so mean, and make my life so plain. I have no childish thoughts, in my teenage head. No silly little pranks or plots, not even a childlike dread. From me you stole my childhood, along with my lust to play. And when you did all you could, I stole your life away.

Golden rays Golden suns Of the days of old Run away To a land Memories can build Seeking hope Seeking love Seeking time ago Far away Letting go Of all the pains of old Remembering All the broken hearts All the devils in the past Seeing now Nothings changed Only the names of days

When the doorbell rang, I went to go get it.  Tonight belonged to my first boyfriend, Alex, and there he was, waiting outside for me.  I know I have to stop cheating on both of them—Colin and Alex—I know they don't deserve it, but just a few more dates and I promise I'll choose. Alex looked so nervous standing outside of my apartment door, but that didn't change that he looked cute pacing back and forth.  I could see his lips move—like he was talking to himself.  I kept looking at him through the small glass at the top of my door as he continued to pace.  He was wearing a nice shirt, even if it as a little big for him, and a nice pair of jea